When you seen upon the moon. it will be time for beginning new year.
Preview of this year is... something was good, and bad.
For instance, I lost an one person. maybe, she went on a heaven. but, I couldn't go there. she said for me "please live". on and off, I remembered. however, my heart was broken. I had been thought that I can not but die alone. fell too sad to plant myself.
well, this year, I made problems. so sorry what I did. I insist on my fail. I want to apologize to them early. mother, father, 3 brothers, sister, everyone, ...everything.
And those times, I met my pleasure. It gave me a hand. my evil thinking was gone away a bit. That's you, "my pleasure". If you please notice and be with me always.
new year in the first place, I'd like to go to Japanese "hatumoude" with you. I'm looking forward to it.
well, tonight, I thought that I have to eat "tosikoshisoba". and I bought it on the way home.