2009-01-04 Sun 05:42
suddenly, I got "年賀状" today.
from my family. their photos were in there.
and I thought.
How many persons I disappointed?
can I decide several problems?
I'm not successful with music in any way. anymore?
I know that I can't now.
It's time for waiting for the chance.
but, you might be not able to understand.
maybe, you can not help going away meantime.
however I never neglect every expectations.
now is not the time for it.
wait...wait for the chance and luck. I want you to know.
surely, the chance will truly come again.
I'm not enough ready to start yet.
I won't get anything if I already started.
also, I'm feeling that I can get to the future of the day.
but, now I'm...
I can't something for you who does love me.
It's gonna take times to ready for the departure.
I saw the people separated from the people each other.
over and over. we can't help. It's human's destiny.
the moon, god, goddess please bless me...
When I was younger, so much younger than today.
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
help me if you can.
I'm feeling down.
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