2009-01-12 Mon 06:34
something takes me away from her.
I found stupidly... I can't see and seize the future.
I might see you will go away from me some day.
I won't be able to contain her. I'm afraid of those matter every night.
maybe, I gave up her when I wondered it.
and, I stopped loving her stupidly. I could not help putting an end of the love.
sorry, I can't but doing it actually.
There is too fatal difference. "my times" "your times".
But, she isn't any wrong. All of the matter is my wrong.
I choose only one try every time. because the time is not so many.
however, I never have being able to get more times.
and besides, I'm not musician any longer.
I don't know how I should do. I don't know whether I can get along with you or not.
It's OK you look down on me. I still must ask for the time even stupidly.
It's too same as my fail at past. I'm sure that it resemble my past mistake.
How do I keep to you. I don't know...I don't know.
When I thought so, I couldn't be the man who do love.
I will be alone... How sad...
even though she have been loving me. How sad. why?
I need your love, but I won't.
Above all. Here is prison. It's too long way til I pass away.
Why I became thus stupid man?
more or less I can't do the love.
though she does love...
even though she does love...
but now, I....
I still love her.
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